Bubblegum , 2015

I call you,
To one, that was a promise that a phone would be used to communicate later.
I'll call you,
To another, that phrase was used to avoid communicating and leave.
They didn't realize that they were speaking two different languages.
That's the reason why people break up.


Rains falls down when clouds become too heavy with it and can't hold back
Maybe that is why...
But when i see rain on the days, i feel like crying.
I feel it is crying instead of me.
It's okay, you can cry...
It's okay, even if you can't cry...


When two people dated and broke up...
Can just one person be hurting?
The person who couldn't tell anyone is already hurting by herself.
The person who doesn't even know he's hurting will hurt later.
The person who neglected that pain is hurting more.


What hurts more than hearing "Why did you hurt me?"
is someone cannot even say she is hurting.
And not being able to say anything but "Do not be in pain"


A love with no fear,
A war with no casualties,
A bright white night sky,
- All things that do not exist.


When one is in love,
there is at least one moment where you feel that you cannot handle it.

If you are someone who lost a first love,
this is reality that you know.
However, it's like children who cry in front of moving dinosaurs.
Yet the children imitate and like the dinosaur.
It's something people fear at it, but can't look away from that.
Though you end up in tears, you want to go closer to it.
And it keeps you up into the early morning.
That's the kind of love is.
A love without hurt... that's something only exists in words.

They said a love that is too painful isn't love at all.
A love that is broken can be so painful.
But we are left with a beautiful song.
When a love is too deep, i disappear...
When break up is deep, i laugh...


When people come across truths they can deal with...
they close their eyes.
In hopes that the darkness will cover and hide everything.

-  Disappear, Disappear.

-  Turn everything into a dream.

Now, i should open my eyes and get up.
Yesterday was a stupid dream.


James Dean said,
Dream like you'll live forever and live like you're going to died tomorrow.
But some people twisted those words,
People live today as if they will live forever,
They don't dream as if they will die tomorrow.


There's understanding that something is so hard you want to die,
but that's different than thinking it's okay to actually die.
You can't cross on a red light just since someone you love likes red lights.
You shouldn't try to match two lives to wrong answer.


There's can't be "What if's" in things
that have already happened.


To lose something and to forget something...
there's no way to be sad about those things...
if the bubble pops, then you can just blow another one.
The small happiness that you feel when chewing bubblegum...
it's not any different from any other kind of happiness.
To us, who have been through a difficult autumn and winter...
and to the gaps that will never be filled...
and there it was,
a new spring was approaching...
That's how a new spring approaches through the gaps...